"You can't stop me for wanting to prove the world different"
"You can't stop me for wanting change"
Song of Choice - "Intention" - Kiiara
Funny chapters we all seem to live in; adventure, success, heartbreak, redemption, bliss and silence. Moving through them has never been easy. Staying in others has always been harder. Yet we went on, taking things as they came, one by one. But the chapters seem to blur. What now? Have we taken a step back to see the bigger picture? Or are we just driven by the next objective? Who looks beyond something they can't see? There's more than this to life.
It was always my intention to help others. It gave me purpose. Linked me to something good. Something pure and worth fighting for. Now I stand here wondering if it were all a mistake? The capability to do good beyond that which was required. I wonder. Everyday it seems like a constant battle between the choices we make. Disappoint others or disappoint yourself. Yet for some, those choices aren't separate. Now what?
It's funny. How little people realise the impact they may have on others. Be or good or bad, they link memories to people; captured through moments that seemingly go unnoticed now but remain etched forever so. Perhaps that's why we are who we are. We unknowingly relive the memories that were once held by others. It's the same game, the same day, just, with different players. A game I guess was what it was all along? Hmm, perhaps. Yet we don't realise that they're playing; we just try and get through.
I'm going to write a book one day. Bridging together what many people have long forgotten. The difference a memory can make. You can't destroy something that has existed. True they made fade, and rightly so their strength withers. But...
You think your power lies in your ability to forget. Mine lies in my ability to remember.
